Overdue birthday picture on the top and presenting my all-time favorite idol, Tyler Ward :) 

Sometimes in life, in relationships be it friendship or love relations, I tell myself I have to give up, it's pointless if I live in some sort of misery everyday. Is it me who's bringing worries to myself or is it because of the other half who never made me feel all right about it? Should I give up or should I keep on chasing pavements? For friendship wise, I always tell myself, Let bygones be bygones. Yes, thats the way it should be. Everyone grows up, everyone changes in their own pace, so why hold onto past grudges?  :) 

& Sadly, for love, I have chosen to keep on chasing pavements. It shall be the last straw. I dont want to go home everyday pondering.. all those insecurities... kill em' please. 

I shall learn how to prioritize. It may be just one word, but its a STRONG word. 

Well, on a random note, Dont you find it kinda sick if you always prioritize someone but you never ever get prioritized? Wont you find it annoying when something good to you appears something bad to others? For example, thinking far about the relationship, its a good thing but it ends up as 'I'm thinking too far.. We arent getting married, its still a long way....' 

Sometimes I just cant take such harsh comments, I do and take things very seriously although I had a bad past. But.. am I still treated like a joke? 

Signing off, 

P

A loving family. A loving guy. Fun friends. What's more can I ask for? 

Thankfully, I've completed my Professional Certificate In Psychology in MDIS with very satisfied results. BUT I have decided to move on and I have already enrolled into Kaplan for Diploma In Counseling due to some dissatisfaction. About my results, All I can say is... Hard work was really paid off. 

I dont know whether I should put this as a good or bad news but I've stepped out of the life I was in.. With tight weekends, with tight curfews. Here I am now, with less restrictions.

After many miscommunications and bad impression (with a long time apart not talking) of/with Jerrold, we finally got together. Not officially but it's a mutual agreement between both that we should take this very slowly before stepping into a matured relationship since we are both in our 20s already. I sincerely see the effort he has been making but there's always room for improvement for both Jerrold and I. I always wanted a relationship(after all e bad experiences) that I can be myself and my partner who can be his original self. is. So that's kinda the main reason why we thought of continuing this dating status till everything turns out how the way we want it to be? :)

Nevertheless, I love him and I always will! 

and to end of with a meaningful quote I saw online on one of my friend's facebook shares : 

I want you back

I need some colours in my life :(

Exams are around the corner but I'm taking everything so easily now. Why? Beats me. 

Bad news ; I lost my macbook air because I misplaced it somewhere in school and unfortunately, I wasnt lucky enough to meet a kind soul. 

Good news ; I'll be going to visit sis at aussie and then gnna go overseas with my babe! Dates to be confirm but im so eggcited! Its been long since im gnna go for a getaway :) 

You make me feel lika million bucks

Hi dust!!!! I'm finally back with a new post!!!!
But this time round, i'm back with both the good and the bad.
I shall begin with a song I've been all day and all night!!






I shall begin with the good! *Drum roll*
I've scored well for my first sem with 2 modules, an A and a B!
Very proud of myself but I somehow felt that I could do better for the module that I scored B..
but still..... *Pats on own shoulder*

Am gonna strive hard to get good results for this coming exam with 3 modules!

I realise that after entering the psychology course, you tend to observe more on other people's body language towards you and it means that you're more sensitive to the surroundings and the people around you, good or bad for this? Hmmmm..


So the bad part is....
IT is starting to annoy me.. you know that feeling when you are feeling very angry/unhappy towards some stuffs but you just refuse to say it out to avoid misunderstandings, to avoid any biases or whatsoever and when you keep bottling them inside, it just keeps piling up like worries you have everyday? Totally lost of what to do, only solution is to avoid.. I cant feign friendliness to someone I dislike. I used to dislike but then... alil sympathized but for now, I wouldnt care less.


and thank you G, for brightening up my day so much since the day I know you :)

Back for real!!!!!!

I guess I really lost the passion in blogging. Or should I say, I've never started blogging because what blogging is defined to me isn't really the real definition of blogging. Look at my updates, REALLY lazy updates. Can tell right? Geez... WHAT AM I N WHO AM I compared to famous blogger Xiaxue and etc..

So.. I shall begin with a photo of myself!

(Picture taken : 27 Apr 2012) 

So maybe I shall just do an update about myself? Although I doubt there are no more readers... but still, I will make it as an imaginary one! :P

On a very random note, when there are times I'm asked to fill up some forms or application forms, I often forget the exact that I have graduated from my secondary school. I often have to start counting using my fingers... and it's rather frustrating when you are in the rush to somewhere else and you have to like calmly think and backtrack the years..



Okay, so I shall update alittle bit more about my life right now for kaypo people before I begin my reflection post..

Are you studying now?  

Where are you schooling at? 

What course? 

(I'm still at stage 1: Professional Certificate In Psychology

and from there I will hope to move on to a diploma and hopefully even further, degree?)

Okay that's a really quick update about people who's curious about whether i'm schooling and stuffs. 

I realised it was really a waste of time loitering around, doing nothing, trying to work for so long...... and mannnn time really flies, I'm turning 20 this year! Geez. 

I've made up my mind this time and I'm really going to concentrate in my studies.

 I need to work hard for my future!!!!

Some rules that I need to set on myself : 

I will TRY VERY HARD not to: Get distracted(!!!!!!!!!)

I will NOT : Play truant(!!!!!!!), Sleep in class, Complain about how boring school is

I will : Try to sleep early, Read up on each lesson's notes beforehand

I wonder if I can do it but I ought to do it!!!!!

No doubts, I will definitely come back for an update about this 3 self-rules above :)

On a side note, Im gonna share songs that are STILL ringing in my head up till now. 

The HILARIOUS one : 

(I seriously have no idea what he is singing but neng neng nong neng nong nang neng nong is already funny enough.. )

The NICE ones : 

Maroon 5 - Payphone 

Justin Bieber - Boyfriend

Far East Movement - Live My Life ft Justin Bieber 

Katy Perry - Part Of Me 

That's all folks! 

True story.

Haven't got sick of such lifeless life. I have yet to enjoy to the fullest after working for 1 year don't i? What an excuse.. but still.. slightly more than a month to 'rest'..

Listening to this cover makes me feel so good..


and here's the original singer..




Which one do you guys prefer? Hmm..

Damn, I was about the share with you guys the video of the sweet girl(with the sweet smile) who was singing Superbass by Nicki Minaj and then I went.. Eh didnt I just post that in the previous post?

SEEEEEE HOW AWESOME THE VIDEO IS THAT I CAN BARELY REMEMBER THAT I POSTED IT BEFORE. OHMYMY.




Here's another one. One of the youtube guys who got kinda famous in SG because of the So Singaporean videos.








I cant wait to start studying again.. I miss the books(i guess i'll only say that for now....till then..)

Such beautiful voice...and a sweet smile :)